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A lush gothic tale that begs for reading...I couldn't put it down." —New York Times bestselling author Sarah Maclean
I was obssessed.
It was as if he called to me, demanding I reach out and touch the brushstrokes of color swirled onto the canvas. It was the most exquisite portrait I'd ever seen—everything about Lord Denbury was unbelievable...utterly breathtaking and eerily lifelike.
There was a reason for that. Because despite what everyone said, Denbury never had committed suicide. He was alive. Trapped within his golden frame.
I've crossed over into his world within the painting, and I've seen what dreams haunt him. They haunt me too. He and I are inextricably linked—bound together to watch the darkness seeping through the gas-lit cobblestone strets of Manhattan. And unless I can free him soon, things will only get Darker Still.
About the Author
Leanna Renee Hieber
Raised in rural Ohio and obsessed with the Victorian Era, Leanna’s life goal is to be a ”gateway drug to 19th century literature.” An actress, playwright and award winning author, she lives in New York City and is a devotee of ghost stories and Goth clubs. Visit www.leannareneeheiber.comExcerpt
June 1, 1880
Sister Theresa handed me this farewell gift with such relief that it might as well have been a key to her shackles. I’m a burden to her no more. Someone else will have to glue her desk drawers closed and exchange her communion wine for whiskey.
But now I trade the prison of the asylum for another. The prison of home.
Oh, I suppose I ought to clarify the word asylum, as it has its connotations.
The only illnesses the students of the Connecticut Asylum have are those of the ears and the tongue. The mute, or the deaf, are not the mentally ill. Those poor souls are cloistered someplace else, thank God. We had enough troubles on our own.
But now that I’m home, a prison undercurrent is here too. The desperate question of what is to be done with me lingers like dark damask curtains, dimming the happy light of our dear little East Side town house. For unfortunates like me, firstly, a girl and, secondly, a mute girl, life is made up of different types of prisons, I’ve learned. If I were a man, the world could be at my command. At least it would be if I were a man and could speak.
Every night I pray the same prayer: that I may go back to that year of Mother’s death and startle my young self to shake the sound right out of that scared little girl. Maybe I’d have screamed. A beautiful, loud, and unending scream that could carry me to this day. A shout that could send a call to someone, anyone, who could help me find my purpose in this world. But since that trauma, I’ve yet to utter a word. Not for lack of trying, though. I simply cannot seem to get my voice through my throat.
I’ve often thought of joining a traveling freak show. At least there I wouldn’t have to deal with the ugliness of people who at first think I’m normal and then realize I can’t speak. I hate that moment and the terrible expression that comes over the person’s face like a grotesque mask. The apologetic look that thinly veils pity but cannot disguise distaste, or worse, fear. If I were already in a freak show, people would be forewarned, and I could avoid that moment I’ve grown to despise more than anything in the world. But would I belong beside snake charmers and strong men, albinos and conjoined twins? And if not, where do I belong, if anywhere?
• • •
As a child, I heard a Whisper, a sound at the corner of my ear, and saw a rustle of white at the corner of my eye. I used to think it was Mother. I used to hope she would show me how to speak again or explain that the shadows I see in this world are just tricks of the eyes. But she never revealed herself or any answers. And I stopped believing in her. I stopped hearing the Whisper. But what does remain are the shadows that come to me at night. There are terrible things in this world.
I don’t have pleasant dreams. Only nightmares. Blood, terror, impending apocalypse. Great fun, I assure you. (Perhaps it’s good I can’t speak; I’d share dreams at some normal girl’s debutante ball and send her away screaming or fainting.) There are times when I feel I need to scream. But I can’t.
I’ve so much to say but don’t dare open my mouth. The sounds aren’t there. I tried, years ago. Therapists soon gave up on me, saying I was too stubborn. But it wasn’t me being stubborn. I was anxious, nerve-racked, afraid; I hated the foreign, unwieldy sound that crept out from behind my lips so much so that I haven’t dared try since. Perhaps someday.
That’s why I was given this diary. Other girls were given lockets or trinkets. When I’ve nothing to occupy my mind or my hands, I resort to mischief. Now if the asylum had just had more books (I’d read them all, twice, within my first two years), I’d never have bothered with the communion wine. I wouldn’t have had the time for glue, tacks, or spiders.
I’d have been reading about trade routes to India, the impossible worlds of Gothic novels, or even the tedious wonders of jungle botany—anything other than this boring, dreary world we live in. And so, dear diary, you’ll bear my written screams as I yearn for a more industrious, exciting life.
Unless I find an occupation or a husband, which in my condition is laughable, I’m destined to languish in solitary silence. Most men of Father’s station would have whisked me off to some country ward upstate never to be seen again. (I’ve been continually reminded of this by scolding teachers who insist I ought to be more grateful for a doting father.)
And I am grateful for sentimentality on Father’s part. I look too much like Mother for him to have sent me off, and goodness, if my sprightly nature doesn’t remind him of her. So I’ve always felt a certain security in my place here a few blocks from Father’s employer, the ten-year-old Metropolitan Museum of Art. A building and an institution I’ve come to adore.
Tonight, Father’s having a dinner party with his art scholar friends. They’re quite boring, save for his young protégé, Edgar. I could suffer Edgar Fourte’s presence under any circumstance. But make no mistake, I positively hate that wench he proposed to. If only I could have fashioned some mad plot and sent Father away, I would have thrown myself at Edgar’s mercy and become his lovely, tragic young ward. I’d have made myself so indispensable to him, not to mention irresistible, he’d never have considered another woman.
I’ve been told I’m pretty. And he’s a man who likes quiet. What could be more perfect than a pretty wife who doesn’t speak? But alas, I’ll have to find some other handsome young scholar with a penchant for unfortunates since Edgar stupidly went and got himself engaged to one. So what if she’s blind? She can’t see how beautiful he is. What a waste!
Ah, the clock strikes. I must help Father with preparations and then make myself particularly presentable, if nothing else than for Edgar’s punishment. I’ll return with any notable gossip or interesting thoughts.
Later…
They’ve clustered into Father’s study for a cigar, having stuffed themselves as scholars do at a meal they didn’t pay for themselves, leaving me a few moments with these dear pages.
We’re in luck; they did discuss something fascinating at dinner.
An odd painting is coming to town. An exquisite life-sized oil of a young English lord named Denbury is about to arrive for a bid. And they say it’s haunted.
Now if there’s one thing I can’t help but adore more than Edgar Fourte’s face, it’s a ghost story. Perhaps it stems from that long-ago Whisper. Or the shadows I see at night. Wherever the thrill comes from, I can’t deny my obsession.
Evidently Lord Denbury simply disappeared one day. Locals assume that it was suicide, that he was overcome with despair at losing his family. But it was odd, for he was so well loved by everyone in town. Such a tragedy! Only eighteen years old with no siblings, he lost his parents when they died in a sudden accident. Having to take on such a mantle of responsibility must have weighed heavily upon him, or so everyone supposed. He inherited money and lands with his title, but with no surviving family to help him, he simply went and drowned. A fine piece of clothing bearing a pin with his crest washed onto the bank of a quieter part of the Thames. A damaged body was later found farther downriver and assumed to be his, but was that conclusive?
In such a troubling case, people tend to seek a reason. Once they find one suitable, they’ll close the matter in their minds and hearts for their own comfort. But I wonder…
He was devilishly handsome, they say, and studied medicine. Supposedly he helped open a clinic for the underprivileged in the heart of London. So absorbed in learning medicine, he hadn’t taken the time to court anyone, though he was continually sought after. He attended a Greenwich hospital nearly round the clock, absorbing all the knowledge he could. I should like to have known him and commended him for being a credit to his class. They say he was a good-natured fellow, if not a bit mischievous, as most clever boys are, and had a way of talking to all sorts of people. Perhaps he could have found a way to help me.
All that survives him is a grand portrait by an artist who remains unknown despite the vast sum paid for the commission, as recorded in Denbury’s personal ledger. Considering the portrait is of such fine quality, it’s odd that no one sought attribution. Discovered behind a curtain by surprised housekeepers after Denbury’s disappearance, the painting is said to appear nearly alive with the soul of its subject.
How a group of men like Father’s friends managed to absorb and retain this fantastic gossip is beyond me, but since it involves art, it comes into their territory. Mr. Weiss suggested that when the item makes its way to New York, where the estate broker plans to sell the piece, my father and the Metropolitan ought to consider buying it.
I desperately want to see it. To see him. I must convince Father he ought to at least put in a bid, so that “the Met” seems fashionable. The supernatural is all the rage these days, and America’s foremost art museum must stay ahead of the times.
Dear me, I’ve forgotten their coffee, and they’ll be clamoring for it. I’ll return once I’ve served them and given Edgar an unbearably sweet smile. Did I mention that his cheeks went red when I descended the staircase and waved? Perhaps there’s something about a girl back from boarding school that makes a man see her differently. Too late, Edgar, too late. Not that I’d fault you for breaking off your engagement…maybe there’s a way I can assure it…Drat. Coffee first. Schemes later.
Later…
I hate them. All of them. Especially Edgar. Don’t they know I might be at the door at any moment? I may be mute, but I am not dumb.
I’d hesitated outside the study, the coffee tray carefully balanced in my hands. Their cigar smoke wafted beneath the door, acrid tendrils making that threshold a foreign passage where women are forbidden to go—unless, of course, they are there in service. And then I heard my father say something he’d recently said directly to my face:
“I don’t have the foggiest idea what to do with her. I’ve no idea what would be best…”
Which was, sadly, the truth. It was the subsequent response from Edgar, of all people—I’d know his voice anywhere—that shocked me:
“Why don’t you just send her off to a convent, where you wouldn’t have to worry about her, Gareth? She could become a nun and change out her own communion wine for whiskey for a change. A vow of silence certainly wouldn’t be difficult!”
Before any of them had a chance to laugh or snigger at the insult, I threw wide the door, sending coffee spilling onto the tray. My nostrils flared as I narrowed my eyes and looked right at Edgar. He blushed again, this time not because he thought me pretty. Let him rot with guilt for everything he’s done to cause me misery. He’s never known how much I care—no, cared—for him, but surely now he knows I’ll never respect him again.
I may be an unfortunate, but Father taught me never to stand for being made fun of.
“Edgar, shame on you,” Father muttered.
There was deathly silence in the room as I served each of the men: first, Father, who was looking up at me apologetically, second, Mr. Weiss, who couldn’t look at me out of embarrassment, and then finally Mr. Nillis, who never has a single interesting thing to say but always has a grandfatherly way of patting my hand, which I’ll take over being teased any day. Mr. Nillis beamed up at me, entirely oblivious of the awkward moment, and patted me on the hand. I managed to offer him a grateful smile for his small, unwitting courtesy.
I turned and walked back out the door with the last cup of coffee, Edgar’s, in my hand. He would not be served. Now I sit sipping it myself as I write this account and stare out the window at Eighty-Third Street three stories below, golden and dappled beneath patches of shade in summer’s setting sun. Men in top hats and women in light shawls and bonnets stroll slowly along the cobbled street toward the gem that is our beloved Central Park for one last promenade before dusk. They have a slow but sure purpose to their movement, to their existence, which is more than I have. What am I going to do with myself?
Oh, Mother. If you hadn’t died, I’m sure this wouldn’t have happened. I’d speak. And you’d know what to do with me.
Reviews
“Leanna Renee Hieber has quickly become one of my favorite YA authors, mostly because she does dark, mysterious, and slightly dangerous very, very well. I grew up loving Edgar Allan Poe, Frankenstein, and lots of other Gothic authors and tales. Leanna’s work embraces those qualities while telling stories about love and magic, and that’s all it takes for me to be hooked!” - Girls in the Stacks
“Darker Still is a gorgeous tale about an unlikely heroine caught in the dark world of magic. It was a breath of fresh air! Even if this book fits in a popular genre of books, it took its own spin!” - Everlasting Enchantments
“All in all I say you simply have to read this book, it's just made of awesome as far as I'm concerned! ” - Butterfly-o-Meter Books
“Darker Still is an incredibly original and unique novel. It takes many of the things I love about paranormal romance novels and puts a whole different spin on them.
I love being transported into a different time, and Ms. Hieber did it perfectly, at least in my opinion. I totally want to live in Natalie’s world.” - I Devour Books
“I adored the similarity to the Oscar Wilde classic. Usually, I don't prefer books written in diary form, but this one is an exception. The action was replayed in Natalie's words as if it was actually happening right there so the diary form didn't deplete the action.
” - Through the Looking Glass
“I love the character of Natalie. A mute girl living in the 1880’s had little chance of a full life. Natalie is a strong character that faces evil with the belief that it must be stopped, no matter the consequences. She goes on a journey of change, battling against her self imposed muteness, and fighting for what she believes.” - The Write Path
“Darker Still is truly an enjoyable read. The characters are well developed and the plot was fantastical. Oscar Wilde would be proud!” - Missy Writes
“ a defiant heroine, a swoonworthy love interest, and some good advice for everyone.” - Chloe’s Thoughts
“I totally fell in love with the premise of this book from the moment I heard it.” - Book Labyrinth
“Like Nancy Drew with a touch of magic, Hieber tells a familiar story with her own twist to it. The characters are well established, the writing is consistent with the time period and equally as elegantly told.” - Just a lil’ lost...
“This is a perfect story for those who are looking for an original, haunting, and romantic YA.” - YA Bound
“ Just a fantastic debut and I can't wait to read more in this series. I'm hooked on Hieber's writing!” - Book Chic Club
““Darker Still is definitely an unusual story, mixing so many different things into the novel that it’s quite magical.” ” - Kindle Fever
“Make sure you stick around to the end.” - Literary Escapism
“I would recommend this to anyone who likes a story that is dark and filled with magic and mystery. It is a very fun read! ” - The Book Garden
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Length: 7.75 in
Width: 5 in
Weight: 11.12 oz
Page Count: 336 pages
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